Helpp my girl thins im cheatin on her...even i think its messed up cuz im backed up against a wall?

First off dude calm down. You obviously really like her if you're willing to write her poetry. You need to have your friend contact this girl. Maybe he can get through to her. Have one of your friends e-mail her your question on here. You should talk to her friends too see if you can convince them. Good Luck! Hope everything works out.